Notes on a Pandemic

bendk

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Outside of some empty shelves of certain items such as alcohol wipes and toilet paper, things appear the same. People are behaving normally. Everything is closing in Ohio: schools, libraries, restaurants, churches, etc. Events have been canceled. It is starting to seem eerie. Depopulated. Only 50 confirmed cases, and no fatalities as of yet.

I'm in the high-risk category. Immunodeficient with underlying lung problems. I know others with a similar risk profile.

How are things in your area?
 
The level of indifferent incompetence that has exacerbated this to the level of such a crisis is horrifying. Much like in the US, despicable cretins run the show here, oblivious to the harm they're causing to the old, poor or vulnerable. The revolting Tories have reacted with typical indifference, despite countless global examples and weeks of warning. "Economic growth" takes precedence over people's safety. Piecemeal advice is offered instead of shutting this shit down. The entire thing is a reminder why a robust nationalised health service -- something we thankfully still have traces of, no thanks to the Tories -- is utterly essential for public well-being.

I rarely go out anyway, but I'm staying in. I live with two old folks who would be pretty fucked if I brought it inside. If I did go out I'd wander around the deserted streets listening to the Pathologic 1 soundtrack.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0g4f7ZIqXgs
 
Here in North Texas, store shelves are rapidly emptying. City leaders in the Dallas/Fort Worth metroplex have now followed suit with other large cities by banning gatherings of people in excess of a certain number (presently 50) and closing bars, restaurants, theaters, health clubs, and so on. All public schools and all but a couple of colleges and universities in the whole region -- and perhaps the whole state (I've mostly been paying attention to local conditions around me) -- are closed, with most of them extending their spring break by a few days to a couple of weeks and then planning to resume instruction in an online-only format.

The college where I work was one of the last to make this decision, but now we're there. I've spent the past week engaged in a flurry of emails, texts, phone calls, and meetings to plan how we're going to accomplish this momentous transition. All college events and gatherings have been canceled indefinitely, including sporting events and the May graduation ceremony. Official employee travel has been limited to our service area. Several employees are presently experiencing flu-like symptoms and are quarantined at home.

I happen to agree with a writer for The Chronicle of Higher Education who has said she thinks the impact of COVID-19 on higher ed represents a genuinely transformative black swan event with dramatic and permanent implications.

My wife and I started to get a sense of where this was all headed two and a half weeks ago. We went to local stores in my town (a small rural community of about 15,000) three times in one weekend to stock up and prepare for a possible extended time at home and/or an extended time during which some goods and services may not be readily available. We also ordered quite a few things online. Two days ago we went back to shop for some elderly family members, and conditions at the town's two main grocery stores looked like something out of the first 45 minutes of an apocalyptic disaster movie, minus the open panic and fighting among the crowd. Everybody was calm and focused on the task as hand-- in fact, much calmer and quieter than usual; the absence of some of the customary friendly Texas banter was noticeable. Nobody appeared to be buying to hoard, as shopping carts weren't sagging with mountains of items. But shelves everywhere were beginning to be stripped bare. There were still thousands of goods left, but every aisle had enormous empty gaps, and certain categories -- toilet paper (of course) and other paper goods, fresh meat, frozen meat, canned meat, frozen vegetables, bread, tortillas, rice, beans, eggs, butter, hand sanitizer (of course), cleaning supplies, cold and flu medications, certain vitamin supplements (e.g., vitamin C), and several more -- were either mostly or completely wiped out. One employee told us her store had found 100 people waiting to get in when the doors opened that morning, and within 17 minutes they had bought all the toilet paper. (I agree with Stephen King, who tweeted yesterday that it looks like people at large are preparing for the shitpocalypse.)

A family member several hundred miles away in Southwest Missouri reports that things are the same there.

A family member in Massachusetts reports that things are the same there.

In short, things are getting strange. Some members of my family are getting fairly freaked out.

For one long-term, broad-scope, doom-oriented observer's take on the specifically American version of this situation, which he is viewing as the proverbial "big one" that will catalyze a transformative societal collapse over a span of years, see James Howard Kunstler's latest blog post. (Advisory notice: Kunstler's general outlook has taken a rightward turn in recent years, so aspects of that perspective are on display in this piece.) TL;DR version: All bets are now off in the US, as government has successfully made itself ridiculous and superfluous; the economy is a giant, inflated, hallucinatory racket that is now being deflated and dismantled by reality; cultural life has degenerated; the nation's collective investment in a suburbanized, economically globalized, big box store way of life is now being fully exposed as a fatal journey down a dead-end road; and what lies on the other side of all this is a vastly different way of life that's closer to the bone. As with all things, we'll see.

PS and BTW: I still can't make up my mind whether I think the novel coronavirus itself is really the major threat it's made out to be, or if the problem is the spreading panic, incited by obsessive and sometimes sensationalistic mass media coverage and the amplified echo chamber of the social media world. The thing is, the on-the-ground events I've described here are still the same either way.
 
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It is a genuine, potentially fatal risk for a certain portion of the population, but as they're a portion of the population who are generally ignored that can't be all of it (people care all too little for the old and disabled), so a certain amount of uncertainty and panic is undeniably behind some of this behaviour, yes, not helped by incompetence of governments at informing the public or controlling the spread of the virus.

The problem is that lots of people panic-buying food makes me panic and want to stock up on food, thus perpetuating the nightmare.
 
I am suspected to be infected by the corona virus.I live in São Paulo, Brazil and haven´t had any contact with people from the over infected areas.
I am on quarantine for this week.
I am 40 years old and so far have the symphtoms of a severe cold, minus the fever.
Generally there is no panic yet over here but events with more than 500 people are not allowed to happen...
also there is no other news on the "news".
We have about 300 cases and one fatality so far.
I wonder the impact of this seclusion will have on the global economy...
 
Barrio

I visited my doctor yesterday for a physical exam. I phoned a few days beforehand, to ensure they weren't going to close down.
“Oh, no, we’ll be open,” said the receptionist. “And, since you’re the first patient of the day, the waiting room will be Corona free!”
Good to know they are keeping their humor.
Everyone wore masks. The doc casually mentioned she was experimenting with homemade hand sanitizers using alcohol and aloe vera.

This morning I walked to the library, a mile and a half away. I knew it would be closed. I knocked on the glass doors and waved at the staff who were doing busy work. Like so many places, they are closed for two weeks. Perhaps more.
I headed on to the park, another half mile away. It is generally frantic with activity. Today, I saw two elderly Mexican winos share a paper bag. Farther on, a father watched over his two small daughters on playground equipment. That was it.
Another fifteen minutes, I reached the post office where I wanted to check prices. Three different men leaned on the tall tables facing the mail boxes. Going through their treasures. I studied the prepaid parcels, until a pear shaped female walked in. Coughing and coughing and coughing. Covering her mouth? Of course not. The other men scooped up their mail, and all of us fled. The woman began ringing the counter bell. I thought about the clerk who would have to assist her. “You poor bastard,” I thought.
I headed home. Drizzle fell the whole time.
Life in the barrio.
 
I wanted to make this thread ever since I heard of the "herd immunity" strategy the UK and Netherlands were betting on.
The gist of it: Herd immunity happens when there are enough people in a population immune to a disease that it no longer circulates. Normally it's achieved with vaccines. However, since there is no vaccine for coronavirus a large number of people would have to catch the virus and recover. After that, vulnerable people would self-isolate and they would be safe because the virus would no longer be spreading.

This strategy, even if it's a side-bet as later claimed, is quite unethical. To achieve herd immunity, 60% of the population will have to get infected. A certain percentage might die or have permanent lung damage. How is NHS going to deal with that? There is evidence re-infection is possible. That means the NHS might have to handle double/triple the case of predicted infected. They already know they won't have enough respirators so why risk it? This strategy is not making sense and even though UK gov is moving away from it they are not enforcing quarantine fast enough. Most countries will not want to be in Italy position where they have to choose whom to save.

Here are some graphs predicting the number of infected and growth rates with weak quarantine like Italy vs strong quarantine measures like South Korea Dont be Italy / Yuri Vishnevsky / Observable
I hope the UK members of TLO will be safe :(.

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I live near LA, California. San Francisco is under 'shelter in place' for 3 weeks. My county is not there yet but universities are closed and even lab course is online now. Restaurants are asked to do take-out/delivery. Groceries and stores are still open and people buy a lot of canned food, rice, water and toilet paper everyday. Some people are not taking this seriously even though they are at risk. Based on the number of people with respiratory & heart diseases in my family we might have more than 1 death.
 
With an existential threat hanging over you, it does force you to reexamine your priorities and spend your time constructively.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qbt9el30y0k
 
As all the museums are now being closed here in the UK, it looks as though I'm about to become another person whose income drops to zero as a result of the pandemic. I'm fortunate enough to have a roof over my head, at least, but it's still something of a gut punch.
 
I develop retreats, trainings and conferences, mainly for educators, psychotherapists, social workers, environmentalists, activists and even military veterans. Because the nonprofit venues that host these programs are being shut down for possibly months, I've already taken a sudden and unanticipated pay cut and layoffs are on the horizon.

This is indeed a kick in the gut, but I am fortunate compared to so many others. Losing life through a suffocating death is a lifelong personal fear, much more than death by violence or even another serious illness. My sympathies to all who have lost loved ones.
 
I work in the data center of a large midwestern state university in the U.S. Classes will be online only after spring break, which of course entails more work, not less, for IT. My department is considered essential, 24/7, so the plan is to always have one employee on site in the data center, with others working from home. I don't have a good setup to work from home (laptop, cell phone, and dodgy WiFi are not really sufficient), so...while working from home sounds wonderful, I anticipate stress and problems.

But this week I'm the one who is working my shift on site in a mostly empty building. I work evenings, anyway, so there are never many people around at that time in my department's restricted-access area--and this week it looks like there's going to be nobody but me. (In one of Richard Powers' novels, he refers to after-hours computer operations staff as "night-shift recluses." Night work in a data center does attract a certain type of personality.)

I've been shopping late at night to avoid close contact with hordes (this is my usual practice anyway). A couple of days ago the stores were still fairly well stocked except for toilet paper, bread, and of course hand sanitizer and wet wipes. This area doesn't have many identified coronavirus cases (though it does have one death), so maybe people here weren't panicking yet, except with regard to toilet paper. But I heard today that the local Walmart is nearly stripped bare. Amazing. Guess I won't even try to go shopping for a while.

Even before this pandemic, I had become aware that people seem to have an intense psychological relationship with toilet paper. Consider that in recent years most toilet paper in stores is packaged in massive bulk. Shoppers are staggering around with 24-packs of "mega"-rolls, or whatever. You can't buy a simple four-pack of ordinary-size rolls any more. Why is this? Paging Dr. Freud...


With an existential threat hanging over you, it does force you to reexamine your priorities and spend your time constructively.

Self-Quarantine day 6 😂🤣😂🤣 - YouTube

During the closure of Cambridge University in 1665-1666 due to bubonic plague, Isaac Newton (then in his early twenties) whiled away his downtime at home by founding modern physics and optics and calculus.
 
But this week I'm the one who is working my shift on site in a mostly empty building. I work evenings, anyway, so there are never many people around at that time in my department's restricted-access area--and this week it looks like there's going to be nobody but me. (In one of Richard Powers' novels, he refers to after-hours computer operations staff as "night-shift recluses." Night work in a data center does attract a certain type of personality.)

I worked for years on third shift in security in my twenties. I loved it. Read a ton of books.

Even before this pandemic, I had become aware that people seem to have an intense psychological relationship with toilet paper. Consider that in recent years most toilet paper in stores is packaged in massive bulk. Shoppers are staggering around with 24-packs of "mega"-rolls, or whatever. You can't buy a simple four-pack of ordinary-size rolls any more. Why is this? Paging Dr. Freud...

Makes one wonder about the etymology of the phrase "shitting oneself"


With an existential threat hanging over you, it does force you to reexamine your priorities and spend your time constructively.

Self-Quarantine day 6 😂🤣😂🤣 - YouTube

During the closure of Cambridge University in 1665-1666 due to bubonic plague, Isaac Newton (then in his early twenties) whiled away his downtime at home by founding modern physics and optics and calculus.

I know that story. And I heard it again a few years ago in a talk by Sam Harris. When I was in my twenties, I used to get down Newton's book The Principia in the science library and just marvel at it. If I remember correctly, he somehow figured out the density of the moon. ??? All people are created equal? I think not. (They should be treated equally, of course).
 
While I haven't left the house in weeks, my parents have been going out to socialise in busy places every single day, and I now have a fever, so I'm pretty miffed. If this is Covid-19 then frankly a part of me is glad to get it over with now so I can stop dreading it. People's selfish stupidity will ensure most of us inevitably get lumbered with it. It's a mere taste of the cruel ineptitude that will exacerbate casualties from climate change.
 
I still don't understand why people use toilet paper instead of water and then just wash their hands. Now when they run out of toilet paper are they going to stop going to the restroom?
I saw some people buying these full face respirator masks. I don't think it's going to help but I won't judge since I make a wasted purchase on no contact thermometer.
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This mask would be cool in Pathologic 2.
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Working from home from today in UK. I am on losartan and ramprill and steroids for my kidney condition and I have a weak/spongy heart. None of these factors will do me any good when I get this. I am in my 20s so I might be lucky but I genuinely feel like this might kill me.

I bet that sounds stupid but I’m really quite scared. I can’t settle down even though I’ve finished work for the day. I can’t read or anything.

It does give me a bit of smug satisfaction that I’ve been worrying about/monitoring this since mid January at a reduced level.
 
California is in lockdown. I was confused by the governor's words "National Guard would help with the distribution of food in a purely humanitarian manner." He implies it's not enforced although there is already rumor police is on the street. New York might be next.
 
Parents have turd burger Boris on the telly again evoking blitz spirit. With this pandemic Brexit Britain is officially a sci-fi dystopia with less interesting architecture than you'd see in films. Might escape as a refugee after all this is over, if I make it. The local store has a queue round the street. Starting to worry I might starve.
 
This mask would be cool in Pathologic 2.
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I wonder if I could get away with open carry wearing this.


Parents have turd burger Boris on the telly again evoking blitz spirit. With this pandemic Brexit Britain is officially a sci-fi dystopia with less interesting architecture than you'd see in films. Might escape as a refugee after all this is over, if I make it. The local store has a queue round the street. Starting to worry I might starve.

The U.S. has a mature and established food system, although we are entering uncharted waters. If people ever started to get hungry here, it would get ugly very quickly. I worked with many people who looked forward to it. They were much more suited to a Mad Max world than a civilized one.
 
I'll admit my first selfish thoughts were worrying how this will impact my online ordering of limited/scarce things.
Also bummed that my next charity shop hunt is going to be a long time away. Because it has been one of my favorite things to do in the last few years.

On Wednesday restaurants were still packed where I live. Now they're all shut.

I got my internet fixed 5 or 6 times in the last two months due to weather. Here's hoping it holds up. I'm fairly confident the openreach people will be working through all this but it must be unnerving going into peoples homes right now.

I'm a cleaner of a set of blocks with mostly elderly, so I've been mostly wiping handles, switches and surfaces that people touch.

Worrying to hear that re-infection is possible.
 
Also, I've got OCD and for years I've been trying to work up the nerve to take more risks, wash my hands less. This event makes it harder and though I think I'll hold up, some OCD people are going to go mad.
 
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