Saturnine_Sepulchre
Mannikin
Just recently read "The Lime Works" and "Gargoyles". Gargoyles really resonated with me in a lot of ways - I would say it's one of the best books I've read in the past 5 years. Lime Works was also great.
SEVERAL SHADOWS leap out at a homeward-bound workman. They violate him on the riverbank and leave him behind. The moment he tries to get up to set off on his way, the shadows are there again and strike him. They pull him out of his coat and drive him into the river. They push his head under the water and draw long knives through his auditory canals. They attempt to hold him under water until he asphyxiates. At another place he regains consciousness and walks further naked. Again the shadows suddenly appear and strangle him. They throw him into a pit, into a bomb crater and fill it in. He wakes up again and runs along the railway embankment. Now the shadows attack him without warning and throw him into the darkness. He escapes and begins running faster than before. But the shadows haul him in. He hears them screaming his name. They throw him between two boulders that squeeze together and crush him to a pulp. Now he wakes up and turns on the light. He discovers his wife beside him in the bed. He puts on his coat and leaves the house for a couple of hours. In the early morning he is seen riding on his bicycle to the construction site.
[...] if you're hankering for some Bernhard correspondence, some of his letters, speeches, and public statements have been translated and posted by the blogger above. They're all a gas.
Two useful lessons, of course: solitude, isolation, detachment on the one hand; on the other, perpetual mistrust -- from the solitude, isolation, and detachment.
Even as a child...
To make oneself understood is impossible; it cannot be done.
Then again, of course I am hardly a cheery author, no storyteller; I basically detest stories.
I am a story destroyer, I am the typical story destroyer.
In my work, at the first sign of a story taking form, or if I catch sight of even a trace of story, rising somewhere in the distance behind a mound of prose, I shoot it down.
I prefer being alone.
Essentially it is an ideal condition.
My house is also actually a vast prison.
Which I like very much -- the walls the barest possibility. It is bare and brisk. This has a very good effect on my work. The books, whatever I write, are as is the place I live.
Apart from Valéry the French never interested me at all... Valéry's Monsieur Teste -- is a book so thoroughly thumbed, I have to buy it again and again; it is always pored over, frayed, in tatters...
This is daily life, from which you must distance yourself. You have got to leave it all, not close the door behind you but slam it shut and walk away.
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