Did we evolve to see reality as it exists?

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This is an interesting article that rethinks what consciousness and reality are:
Did we evolve to see reality as it exists? No, says cognitive psychologist Donald Hoffman. - Big Think
The main premise (that evolution has driven us towards a state of consciousness that precludes us from experiencing reality for what it is -although that is an unsolvable philosophical problem in its own right-) prompted me to think obviously of Ligotti and his characters, who appear to have "skipped a step" in the merciful stairs of evolution, condemned to see reality "as it is" - through the "spectacles in the drawer".
Anyway, a read very much in harmony with The Conspiracy Against The Human Race.
 
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This is an interesting article that rethinks what consciousness and reality are:
Did we evolve to see reality as it exists? No, says cognitive psychologist Donald Hoffman. - Big Think
The main premise (that evolution has driven us towards a state of consciousness that precludes us from experiencing reality for what it is -although that is an unsolvable philosophical problem in its own right-) prompted me to think obviously of Ligotti and his characters, who appear to have "skipped a step" in the merciful stairs of evolution, condemned to see reality "as it is" - through the "spectacles in the drawer".
Anyway, a read very much in harmony with The Conspiracy Against The Human Race.
Thanks for sharing this article. I find it hard to imagine what "consciousness all the way down" means. Does he mean everything is a projection of our consciousness or that everything has its own consciousness?
 
Thanks for sharing this article. I find it hard to imagine what "consciousness all the way down" means. Does he mean everything is a projection of our consciousness or that everything has its own consciousness?

It's a reference to "turtles all the way down". The interpretation that "everything is a projection of our consciousness" seems reasonable to me. Hoffman's position is termed "conscious realism", but it certainly looks like idealism. Berkeley comes to mind.

“In like manner, we create an apple when we look, and destroy it when we look away. Something exists when we don’t look, but it isn’t an apple, and is probably nothing like an apple,” Hoffman writes.
I am tempted to make an appeal to the apple.
 
“In like manner, we create an apple when we look, and destroy it when we look away. Something exists when we don’t look, but it isn’t an apple, and is probably nothing like an apple,” Hoffman writes.
I am tempted to make an appeal to the apple.


Yes, none of this sounds particularly convincing to me. We don’t “create” the apple by perceiving it. We interpret it with our senses from something which is already there existing independent of our consciousness.

Likewise we do not “destroy” the apple by turning away from it. We simply redirect our interpretive faculties from this thing, this configuration of energetic states or what have you, which persists beyond our conscious appraisal of it.

It is this very fact of the persistence of things beyond the scope of our consciousness that allows us to have any definition of “reality” in the first place.

Or as Philip K. Dick so eloquently put it: “Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away.”
 
“Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away.”

I too am fond of that quote. To be fair, Hoffman does anticipate this line of criticism in his article. Although he does not believe that lions are objectively real, he notes that "[he] wouldn’t mess with a lion". Hoffman also acknowledges that there is such a thing as objective reality and that it can be investigated by means of the scientific method: "Our theory of interacting conscious agents fails if its predictions don’t square with well-tested results of classical physics, quantum theory, general relativity, evolution by natural selection and so on in our space-time interface."
 
We don’t “create” the apple by perceiving it. We interpret it with our senses from something which is already there existing independent of our consciousness.


(I'm essentially "doing a Rupert Spira" here): Have you ever encountered -- perceived, become aware of, known -- something, anything, that was independent of your consciousness? If not, what leads you to believe that such a thing exists? Full disclosure: My personal answer to the foregoing question is "no."


Or as Philip K. Dick so eloquently put it: “Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away.”


In your own unvarying first-person experience, isn't the only thing that conforms to that very definition nothing but consciousness itself? I know it is for me.
 
(I'm essentially "doing a Rupert Spira" here): Have you ever encountered -- perceived, become aware of, known -- something, anything, that was independent of your consciousness? If not, what leads you to believe that such a thing exists? Full disclosure: My personal answer to the foregoing question is "no."

You tell me, Matt. Since your existence is not in doubt, let's say, for the sake of argument, that I was sleeping deeply five minutes ago, absolutely dead to the world in terms of consciousness. Would your own existence have been altered one whit by this absence of my consciousness? Has it been made any different now by the mere fact that I am presently awake and aware, to some extent, of the world around me?

If the fact of my being awake or asleep has no influence whatsoever on the state of your existence, it follows that your existence is independent of my consciousness. It should then be straightforward to prove this true of every other entity and object in existence.


In your own unvarying first-person experience, isn't the only thing that conforms to that very definition nothing but consciousness itself? I know it is for me.

But consciousness does go away. And not just in sleep. Just think of all the ways it can be permanently altered or transformed into something hideous by illness, injury... I'm thinking particularly of some of those horrifying brain afflictions like rabies and CJD, which almost make death look like a mercy by comparison.

Reality keeps on going about its business, meanwhile, as far as anyone can tell.
 
In your own unvarying first-person experience, isn't the only thing that conforms to that very definition nothing but consciousness itself? I know it is for me.

Matt, I've often thought that Descarte's dictum, "I think therefore I am," goes too far. More appropriate to say, "I think therefore something is." Seems to be about as much as we can say with any certainty.
 
Or as Philip K. Dick so eloquently put it: “Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away.”
In your own unvarying first-person experience, isn't the only thing that conforms to that very definition nothing but consciousness itself? I know it is for me.

Thank you for this thought-provoking question. How about the state of consciousness experienced in lucid (or “benign”) nightmares? I will posit the existence of a separate dream consciousness that shares some of the features of waking consciousness, such as the sense of an external environment and (at least partial) agency and personal identity.

I am dreaming that I have been framed for the murder of my nephew and that I am being pursued by the police across the grounds of the family estate. At some point in the dream, I think to myself: “This is simply too unpleasant and absurd. It must be a nightmare.” When I stop believing in the reality of the dream and question the nature of my dream consciousness, it does in fact go away. I awake in bed, and after a few seconds of confusion I remember that I have no nephew and that there is no family estate.

While this is also an escape into (waking) consciousness, I would like to argue that one level or instance of consciousness has in fact been rejected through disbelief.

In waking life, I have been in situations that were so unpleasant that I was struck by a very similar feeling: “This is simply too terrible and absurd. It must be a nightmare.” This is perhaps a universal experience. On these occasions I was not able to wake up, nor was I able to reject the content of my conscious mind. This was probably for the best, considering the alternatives.

Why was I unable to reject my waking reality? I believe that part of the answer lies in the following: However indirectly and partially, the content of my waking consciousness is influenced by something that is independent of the workings of my (conscious and unconscious) mind.
 
cannibal cop:

If the fact of my being awake or asleep has no influence whatsoever on the state of your existence, it follows that your existence is independent of my consciousness. It should then be straightforward to prove this true of every other entity and object in existence.
The key phrases here, as I see it, are "my consciousness" and "your existence." See below.

cannibal cop:

But consciousness does go away. And not just in sleep. Reality keeps on going about its business, meanwhile, as far as anyone can tell.
An alternative model makes sense of the evidence perfectly well: Everything is one consciousness, one infinite being whose being is consciousness, and whose consciousness is being. You and I, as centers of subjectivity, are finite mediums by which that consciousness has entered a kind of virtual reality, which is the world we (essentially falsely) perceive as external, objective, and separate from consciousness, but which is actually nothing but consciousness as well, appearing to "us" as it does because of the particular structure of these human minds and this five-dimensional human perceptual apparatus. What happens to my, your, or anybody else's individual/finite mind therefore doesn't fundamentally transform, let alone snuff out, the whole hyperreality of "the objective world," since it's the same consciousness entering and perceiving this world through each seemingly separate self.

Btw, does consciousness really go away in sleep? Or just its engagement with the contents of the waking mind?

I'm not advancing any of this as an argument, btw. I'm just saying it effectively accounts for the evidence, and it actually makes more sense to me than the model of an objective world that's independent of consciousness and populated by separate island-units of it. Especially in light of certain self-evident realities of experience that are apparent through closely observing the reality of first-personhood, I just can't buy the notion of a real objective world separate from consciousness anymore. And again, I don't mean, "You're a figment of my mind." I mean that you and I both are figments of the same "mind" -- which I say not as an abstract philosophical proposition, but simply as a statement of an increasingly undeniable perception.

Arthur Staaz:

Matt, I've often thought that Descarte's dictum, "I think therefore I am," goes too far. More appropriate to say, "I think therefore something is." Seems to be about as much as we can say with any certainty.
Yes. Or actually, Descartes got it backwards. Assuming he was talking not about consciousness as such but about cognition, intellect, mental thought, he should more correctly have said, "Sum, ergo cogito." Being precedes thought.

A Defrocked Academic:

Why was I unable to reject my waking reality? I believe that part of the answer lies in the following: However indirectly and partially, the content of my waking consciousness is influenced by something that is independent of the workings of my (conscious and unconscious) mind.
This is a great point and a very interesting illustration for making it. See my response to cannibal cop above, which so closely echoes the words of various non-dual teachers who have talked extensively about these things that I'm almost embarrassed to post it, but which accurately expresses my own sense-making of these matters. It also dovetails at root with what you're saying.
 
What happens to my, your, or anybody else's individual/finite mind therefore doesn't fundamentally transform, let alone snuff out, the whole hyperreality of "the objective world," since it's the same consciousness entering and perceiving this world through each seemingly separate self.


I think the only real difference between our positions is in defining the nature of this objective world (truly or falsely so called). There is no lack of models and systems attempting to describe the true "truth" of reality, and my suspicion is that, like the whole question of consciousness itself, it is destined to remain permanently beyond our grasp. Myself, I see no reason to value any one of them above another, and in the end it really isn't up to us anyway. Whatever one professes to believe in, life itself forces us to adopt a certain rational, pragmatic approach to this world around us in order to survive and to attempt to mitigate our suffering.


In sleep, a good, deep, sleep, consciousness seems to me to be as good as extinguished. Hasn't it been hypothesized that part of the function of sleep is to provide a kind of psychological preparation for the inevitability of death? J.G. Ballard wrote a great short story about the consequences of the human mind experiencing a state of permanent, uninterrupted consciousness, when the need for sleep has been undone by an experimental brain surgery.

As for the dreaming consciousness, besides the excellent points raised by Academic, I have noted that when I remember my dreams, quite often the dream presence that I identify as "me", whether a mere observer or an active participant in the dream, is significantly disconnected from the me of my waking life. This might not be unusual, of course, but a large part of the reason for this seems to be that during dreams my access to my waking memories is often severely restricted or even completely cut off, as if affected by a kind of controlled amnesia.

It is as if the dreaming mind has to sacrifice parts of consciousness in order to create the experience, because in dreams you are not just your "self", but also the dreamed world around you. Whereas in waking reality the mind falls back into the role of interpreter of external stimuli, allowing the conscious part to operate more freely, hence why reality feels more "real", etc.
 
cannibal cop:

I think the only real difference between our positions is in defining the nature of this objective world (truly or falsely so called)
You may well be right. See my next response, though.

cannibal cop:

Whatever one professes to believe in, life itself forces us to adopt a certain rational, pragmatic approach to this world around us in order to survive and to attempt to mitigate our suffering.
I don't disagree with this, but I think we may differ a bit in our fundamental perspectival orientations toward approaching the inescapable engagement with this given experience of perceiving a world of seeming division into observing/witnessing subject and objective/othered object. I'm of the Douglas Harding-ish "turn your gaze around 180 degrees" orientation. Watch the watcher. Become aware "from the inside" of the self-evident truth that all phenomena and objects of experience, including not just "outer," "material" phenomena and objects but one's very thoughts, moods, memories, and so on -- the entirety of one's perceptual sensorium plus one's "inner" mental-emotional life -- automatically imply, point toward, and reveal one's real self as a core of apparently bottomless or boundless empty space, as it were. Combine this with the fact that one never has known, doesn't know right now, nor will ever know anything but consciousness -- all perceptions of objects, and thoughts about those objects, being definitionally inextricable from and impossible even to conceive or imagine apart from consciousness -- and this essentially results in the understanding of these things that has presented itself to me over time.

cannibal cop:

I have noted that when I remember my dreams, quite often the dream presence that I identify as "me", whether a mere observer or an active participant in the dream, is significantly disconnected from the me of my waking life. This might not be unusual, of course, but a large part of the reason for this seems to be that during dreams my access to my waking memories is often severely restricted or even completely cut off, as if affected by a kind of controlled amnesia.

It is as if the dreaming mind has to sacrifice parts of consciousness in order to create the experience, because in dreams you are not just your "self", but also the dreamed world around you. Whereas in waking reality the mind falls back into the role of interpreter of external stimuli, allowing the conscious part to operate more freely, hence why reality feels more "real", etc.
Yes, the manifest difference between the experience of identity in dreaming and waking consciousness, and between the general tenor and qualities of the two states, is indeed a given, and is important to notice. At the same time, the "controlled amnesia" you mention (a great way of describing it) that characterizes dreaming may well apply to waking consciousness, too. That's the way it has increasingly felt and appeared to me. Waking consciousness, and the identity to which it pertains, is its own form of such amnesia, its own form of dreaming, representing its own "sacrifice [of] parts of consciousness in order to create the experience." What we conventionally call "dreaming" is thus an Inception type situation, a dream within a dream.
 
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Combine this with the fact that one never has known, doesn't know right now, nor will ever know anything but consciousness -- all perceptions of objects, and thoughts about those objects, being definitionally inextricable from and impossible even to conceive or imagine apart from consciousness -- and this essentially results in the understanding of these things that has presented itself to me over time.

But don't you find it curious, Matt, that one of the things we are not conscious of, and cannot even seem to conceptualize, is how this consciousness itself functions? People often talk of being "self-aware" but in fact none of us is aware of the means by which we come by this awareness, or of its origins.

The more I think about all this, the more it seems to me that consciousness is something distinct from what we call the mind, or the sense of self. For all anyone knows it could certainly be the case that consciousness precedes life and existence, as I believe you were suggesting earlier. Rather than something produced in the brain, it may well be a quality inherent to the fabric of this universe, and something that biological life has seized on and hijacked to help it pursue its own evolutionary ends. In that sense our minds may be merely a set of mental and biological mechanisms, such as memory, sense input, personality traits, logic functions, etc, imposed on this pure state of consciousness by our brains and nervous systems. In a way the idea reminds me of those fungal parasites that grow on the brains of certain ants and take control of their bodies, except in this example our minds are the parasites, latching onto this universal consciousness and forcing it into the service of our "biological selves".
 
I've read where both zoologists and AI developers view the mind as developing from predator/prey pattern recognition.

As far as self-awareness, notable sci-fi author, Peter Watts, gave a nice talk about this. He has a Ph. D in zoology and specialized in marine-mammal biology. I've read his excellent novel Blindsight.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v4uwaw_5Q3I&t=2062s
 
A very interesting topic. I've seen interviews with Donald Hoffman (and his TED talk) pop up quite a few times in my YouTube suggestions. Some disjointed thoughts and observations on the general topic of consciousness:

I think what Donald Hoffmann says makes sense up to a point, but then loses coherence. One issue I have with his ideas is that he seems to be attacking direct realism, which in neuroscience, or the philosophy of perception, is a position that few people actually hold - even wikipedia redirects you to the pejoratively named "naive realism."

His comment that "there are hints from deep within science itself that perception and reality don’t match" is odd - surely the work of science for a long time has been to fill in the enormous gap between what we can perceive, and the underlying structures of reality?

The idea of 'reality not being real' in some sense is not a new one, even among scientists. It's not unusual for neuroscientists to make statements along the lines of "perception is a controlled hallucination" - for example Anil Seth has a TED talk on YouTube titled "Your brain hallucinates your conscious reality." It's not a wild theory, just a description of how perception works.

I always found the issues surrounding consciousness and perception fascinating when I was studying philosophy, and wrote a dissertation on qualia. After finishing that, I remember trying to process what I'd been studying, what the implications actually meant in everyday life. There was a moment when I was gazing out of the window and thought to myself that what I was looking at was not actually out of the window, it was inside my head.

The car you see in the street is a car in the street, but the actual perception of the car, the street, everything else, ultimately exists as a hallucination inside your brain, even if it's based on the light reflected off real objects. It is so forcefully presented as an immediate reality that this idea seems crazy, but I think this is the reality of perception. If you think of dreams as an uncontrolled, incoherent hallucination of things that aren't real, compared to a controlled daytime hallucination of things that are real, it perhaps seems less odd.

A good, readable book on this topic is Making Up the Mind by Chris Frith. This short section sums up the general theme of the book:

I think that I have direct contact with the physical world, but this is an illusion created by my brain. My brain creates models of the physical world by combining signals from my senses and prior expectations, and it is these models that I am aware of.
There's a perceptive comment on that wikipedia page on direct / naive realism:

Simon Blackburn has argued that whatever positions they may take in books, articles or lectures, naive realism is the view of "philosophers when they are off-duty."
I think this is part of the reason why people are so baffled by "the hard problem of consciousness." It's hard to comprehend how the world we see "out there" also exists in our consciousness at the same time, when in fact the whole thing is an artifact of consciousness. To confuse perception with reality is like confusing the map with the territory.

If you could somehow see "reality as it really is," you could imagine sweeping your gaze across the street and viewing some impossibly complicated structure of atoms, energy and electromagnetic radiation. Your actual perception takes in only a fraction of that information, from reflected light, and doesn't just present it as a simplistic view of what's in front of you that whirls around when you move your head. It's creating and updating a model of what it expects to see, it assumes houses have four walls, not just the ones you can see, it doesn't distract your attention with the intricacies of every leaf on every tree. It makes various assumptions to fill in the gap between what your eyes can detect from your current position, and what should logically be there. It filters what you notice into simple categories that you barely pay attention to - car, car, tree, house. In fact this description of perception reminds me of a Philip K Dick novel ("Time Out of Joint" I think it is) where some objects are replaced by bits of paper with things like "Hot Dog Stand" written on them... it's a simulation, but a simulation created by the brain.

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Given this interpenetration of the physical world with consciousness, the debate about whether the fundamental reality is based on consciousness or matter, is perhaps looking at different sides of the same coin. Both positions reject dualism (the idea that there are mental and physical events which are completely separate). If you say that "what we think of as consciousness is just matter" or "what we think of as matter is just consciousness" then you have a type of "identity theory" where mental and physical events are ultimately the same type of thing. I sometimes wonder if the nature of matter will turn out to be very "thinky" (i.e. consciousness turns out to be a fundamental property of matter in some way), or even if matter will turn out to be a property of consciousness rather than the other way around. In both cases reality could still be obeying the "laws of physics" and would technically be materialist in that sense - the idea of a simple clockwork universe, where atoms are the smallest bits of lego in the box, went out of the window some time ago; the scientific interpretations of reality open to us at the moment are all rather strange.

Maybe the crux of the matter is whether you believe in an "objective reality" at all. The problem I have with positing that reality is just a shared field of consciousness with limitless possibilities (which seems very plausible during a psychedelic trip) is that we are clearly heavily constrained in our existence. As far as we can tell, reality is consistent to the point of being pernicously so, and does not magically bend to our will. You end up with the same problem as religion, having to posit some "dog ate my homework" reasoning as to why everything isn't permanent sunshine and rainbows, and basic facts about life become very difficult to explain in a coherent manner. On the other hand, if a reality in which consciousness is the fundamental property, is ultimately constrained in the same way as a physical reality, with the same scientific laws as a physical reality would be, then there doesn't seem much to differentiate the two. Simulation theory is somewhere in-between; there is a physical reality but this isn't it.

Have you ever encountered -- perceived, become aware of, known -- something, anything, that was independent of your consciousness?
This is something of a tautology - have you ever been conscious of something you were not conscious of? Plenty of things are "known" by science which have never been consciously perceived. On the other hand, I think it's a good point that the only direct connection you have with "physical reality" is through consciousness itself. This is another point relating to the "hard problem of consciousness" - if the only direct contact you have with matter is via your thoughts, it is perhaps less difficult to conceive of consciousness as something physical, or that physics is part of consciousness in some way. It may be that the "folk" conception of matter is at fault here, that people are ignoring what science is telling them and instinctively making judgements from a position of "naive realism" in a Newtonian model of reality.

It's interesting that the idea of consciousness has in some ways gradually taken on some of the characteristics formerly attributed to the "soul," in a process of mystification which works in the opposite direction to scientific enquiry. An interesting Youtube channel is Closer To Truth, but sometimes I get the impression that so much is being loaded onto the idea of "consciousness" that no explanation could provide the answers sought. Frequently in philosophy, the real answer is that you are asking the wrong question. People try to grasp consciousness in the same way that a medieval peasant would try to understand an iphone - I can see its made of metal and glass, but there must be some witchcraft involved.

I think the basic idea of science is to give a coherent and reliable account of reality, and I'm not convinced that ideas such as idealism or pan-psychism, which put consciousness at the centre of everything, provide this - they take consciousness as a given, as fundamental, which doesn't really "explain" it, and at the cost of "un-explaining" a lot of other things.

An alternative model makes sense of the evidence perfectly well: Everything is one consciousness, one infinite being whose being is consciousness, and whose consciousness is being. You and I, as centers of subjectivity, are finite mediums by which that consciousness has entered a kind of virtual reality, which is the world we (essentially falsely) perceive as external, objective, and separate from consciousness, but which is actually nothing but consciousness as well, appearing to "us" as it does because of the particular structure of these human minds and this five-dimensional human perceptual apparatus. What happens to my, your, or anybody else's individual/finite mind therefore doesn't fundamentally transform, let alone snuff out, the whole hyperreality of "the objective world," since it's the same consciousness entering and perceiving this world through each seemingly separate self.
I have some sympathy with this viewpoint, but I just have a niggling feeling that it contains an element of anthropomorphism, where reality conveniently revolves around us. Certainly in one sense there is no real fundamental division between you and the people and objects around you, either from a "non-dual" viewpoint or from the perspective of particle physics.

My default perspective on consciousness is that it is something which can be fundamentally and brutally altered by physical causes (in a universe of pure consciousness, what is a stroke, a deleriant, the feeling of cold, COVID, or chronic pain? Wouldn't the simulation of a non-existent physical reality with these things in it by a Godlike conscious entity be somewhat perverse?). I suppose I tend to think of the universe as a place where consciousness is an inherent potential property of matter, but one that maybe only arises in rare situations - not a goal or a purpose or a basis of existence. It's the creation of a virtual reality in the brain by evolution, that all too often works like a carrot-and-stick torture device compelling you to go on long enough to reproduce. If the world was a deliberate simulation of a conscious entity, it puts me in mind of the Cenobites in the film Hellraiser, addicted to pain and suffering, an experiment which would be a monstrous, colossal atrocity which incorporated every other atrocity ever committed.

Watch the watcher. Become aware "from the inside" of the self-evident truth that all phenomena and objects of experience, including not just "outer," "material" phenomena and objects but one's very thoughts, moods, memories, and so on -- the entirety of one's perceptual sensorium plus one's "inner" mental-emotional life -- automatically imply, point toward, and reveal one's real self as a core of apparently bottomless or boundless empty space, as it were.
Despite my seemingly dour and joyless scepticism, through psychedelics I've been pleasantly surprised to find some validity in Buddhist ideas; certainly as an introspective psychology of consciousness. For a non-dual account of consciousness from a neuroscientist, it's worth checking out Dr. James Cooke on YouTube. The more recent videos are interviews (Donald Hoffmann makes an inevitable appearance) but if you go right back to the first uploads on the channel, there are a series of short videos explaining his ideas from a simple and sensible starting point. I wish there was a simple way to get YouTube to play the videos on a channel in sequence starting with the oldest...

In Ligotti's "The Conspiracy Against the Human Race" there's a brief section on the idea of "ego death," which is always a hot topic on psychedelic forums.

...the cognitive mechanisms which produce a fictive ego shut down. In these instances, the individual who loses himself is the beneficiary of a rapturous payoff. This is truly a "good death" in which someone disappears as a purported self and is reborn as... no one. He is content just to exist, and equally content not to exist.
I've never really got into meditation, but certainly through high doses of psilocybin you can encounter the dissolution of your "self" (the loss of all sense of being you, of thinking thoughts) and its replacement by this boundless realm of oceanic bliss and rapture, a vast sea of consciousness, as though you had plugged into the matrix and the entire universe had opened up to you and revealed itself to be a single consciousness entity. To "come back" into this is a very profound experience, like glimpsing an ultimate reality behind this one, where consciousness is fundamental, where you cannot die because you are part of this larger consciousness. With psychedelics this is a transitory state, but as a demonstration of the raw power of conscious awareness it is incredible.

Backing up a bit, I suspect that what is happening here is that this "boundless" realm is in fact a glimpse into the inner workings of the brain, the ground from which it "hallucinates your reality;" it is "the matrix" that simulates reality within your brain. Encountering this during psychedelics can be very solipsistic, as you start to believe that you are creating reality with your mind, that you are God; simulation of reality gives way to hallucination and delusion. In the Buddhist sense, I think you can be "attached" to visions of an ultimate reality, and a desire for certainty of it, just as much as you can be "attached" to a desire for sex or money. Whilst many things about consciousness are speculative, currently unknown or perhaps unknowable, I'm always wary of taking the option of "believing what I want to believe," although with a conundrum like consciousness it's useful to view it from as many perspectives as possible, as a thought experiment.

An interesting case of something resembling ego death (caused by a stroke) is presented in Jill Bolte Taylor's book "My Stroke of Insight" - she does a good TED talk on YouTube about her experience, with the same title. This an intriguing case as it is another example of a profound change in consciousness with a very obvious physical cause.

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Another intriguing aspect of Buddhist thought and meditation is the idea of observing your thoughts and recognising that they are, in a sense, independent of you, which in turn links into ideas of the unconscious. After a trip where I had the distinct feeling that I was writing down whole sentences which were popping into my head from some unconscious source, I had the unsettling idea that our conscious experience is, in a way, to be the pilot of a qualia zombie. You do not think your thoughts, you become aware of those thoughts. Supposing your conscious awareness is merely as a sort of avatar, an unreal "self" inhabiting a model of the world created by a largely unconscious and to some extent unknowable being, experiencing its thoughts as your thoughts, your "inner speech"? Would this not make you, as it were, a puppet? To take psychedelics would be like opening a door into this creature, making the unconscious conscious, taking a lantern and exploring it like some alien city of the dead...
 
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